Today i'm not in the mood..cause early in the morning received a text message from him,texting me to take care of myself. I feel curious with the message he sent me. But i just ignored the curisousity i had. Later around 9am i opened up my Facebook account,there's a message from my ex-colleague. Telling me that she saw him last night at the airport.
He went off to Cgk last night and i know it from someone,but not from him or even his family. Sigh..He really didn't care about me anymore. I really don't know what i'm thinking or feelin when i knew about it. It's hurt and a bit sad also. Deep sigh. That's why i feel something weird when read his message. That's why i let my stressed out through hanging out with my cousins n family and start jamming. I singing my heart out. In the same time also celebrating my younger brother birthday.. Even outside i look strong but inside...only God know how i feel...
I hope i can get through this and i know what ever it is there's must be a reason. Now i'm sleepy i think i got to sleep now. See you later. Ciao!! xoxo
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