SIGH!!!! Feel a bit lonely..sometimes when i'm alone in my room..i feel his present around like where he used to lift weight by lying down. Where he always put down his uniform after work...SIGH!!!! really feeling so alone. Hmmff..
Everyday i always do my usual routine..wake up, went down, eat breakfast,sit on the couch and watch tv. 12noon went to the kitchen eat lunch,after lunch sit again on the couch watch tv...8pm went upstair to my room and went to sleep.And it's continue the next day.
That's my LIFE!! Never guess it's would such a boring life...Maybe you all agree with me.Am i right??
That's why i like having my cousins or my nephew and niece come over here..so that i've would have not feel so lonely...Wondering..what if he's here with me?? If only i could walk as normal again just like before, i wouldn't be such a boring life and also i wouldn't be feel lonely...
I heard so many story about him this couple of months..not the good one though. How i wish he change! Really...Still didn't feel the urged to change and thinking about his childrens when they grown up... I couldn't lied to myself that i don't missed him..I missed him everyday,every minute and second. Only he knews...His EGO more important than his love to me....
Never really wanted this to happen..but it's does.. try to fixed it but still didn't work..All i do now is...KEEP ON PRAYING TO GOD..that everything will be good just like before.AMIN!!!!!
Pray for me!!! For my health also.. :D
